Whoa.

This morning I took a pregnancy test and....

And then I just sat there.  And stared at it.  For like an hour.  Seriously.  And then I had to go to work.  So I had to stop staring.  I wanted to call Kristin, but knew she was in school, and didn’t want to interrupt her in the middle of teaching.  And if I did then she would have to act like everything was fine which I knew would be VERY hard.  So I didn’t call.  Instead I called Auntie Cassi (sorry Kristin – I had to tell someone!).  I spent the rest of the day pretty much freaking out.

Later that evening, once Kristin and I were both home, I tried to be all funny and creative in telling her the news.  She totally missed all of my hints, though, and I ended up just blurting it out.  It seems this is a pattern with us...we had a similar result when I proposed to her.  Ah well, it was still awesome.  She said she knew I was pregnant last night when I came home from work, made dinner, and then layed down on the couch and fell asleep without even eating a bite (I have been really tired lately)!  

The last year has been frustrating, annoying, stressful, and exciting all in one.  But today?  Today was just awesome, and I can’t help but think that this is the beginning of something spectacular...